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i understand what i did. how can i fix it? i cant. no one will let me. but u konw it is myfault its all my fault an di konw that. maybe all i do want ispeople not to care. maybe all i want is just to live free like a bird. i dont konw i want to go somewhere with them i have fun with them they dont judge its all fun. we say fuck you and i hate you but really its all in fun. i dont understand anymore like one minuet people will be totaly chill then the next people will be super angry.
i didnt ditch you for drugs.
i really dont konw what i want you to do. i dont konw wat i want myself to do. and i dont want this to fuck us both, us all over. i just want it back to normal, no more angryness and no more sneaking around. i just want to live and not be alone and afraid of my own shaddow.. i dunno thats what i have to say about that.
lasa tnight was fun but i had a bad thing in the back of my head and yeah some people know wat hat is. but kris klairey and i went to a party ran into erica and linnea and other ghs people it was a fun party, then we went down town and saw nick and noah and alex k. and then went back to kris's and that was fun i learned cool new things, that when a bitch punches u in the lip when ur high, u can feal it and u get a fat lip and people laugh at u, but u kwonw aht? u dont notace it... lol its funny... anywho...
forget the happy paragraph for a second wile i explain my self. there is only one thing to say.
i dont konw. i dont know what to do or where to start and this could be a problem.
i didnt ditch you for drugs.
i really dont konw what i want you to do. i dont konw wat i want myself to do. and i dont want this to fuck us both, us all over. i just want it back to normal, no more angryness and no more sneaking around. i just want to live and not be alone and afraid of my own shaddow.. i dunno thats what i have to say about that.
lasa tnight was fun but i had a bad thing in the back of my head and yeah some people know wat hat is. but kris klairey and i went to a party ran into erica and linnea and other ghs people it was a fun party, then we went down town and saw nick and noah and alex k. and then went back to kris's and that was fun i learned cool new things, that when a bitch punches u in the lip when ur high, u can feal it and u get a fat lip and people laugh at u, but u kwonw aht? u dont notace it... lol its funny... anywho...
forget the happy paragraph for a second wile i explain my self. there is only one thing to say.
i dont konw. i dont know what to do or where to start and this could be a problem.