Jan 29, 2007 12:05
I am Eric William Armstrong. I am a white male. I am 5 feet and 11 1/2 inches tall. I am a liar. I am very sensitive. I manipulate others when I am upset. I am losing contact with some. I try to be a good person. I miss the way I used to be. I try to make myself feel better by putting others on guilt trips. I need to stop what I am doing. I don't want to hurt anybody. Those close to me have problems I feel like I am not trying hard enough to fix. I am lonely. I dwell on the past and don't think of the future. I need things to look forward to; if I don't have that I tend to lose hope. I am mopey. I'm not sure how to be happy. I am terrified of what others think of me. My greatest fear is not realizing the way that I really am; that I ignore what others say and delude myself into thinking I am something I am not.
I'm sorry, to everybody. And I mean it.