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It goes LIKE SO. You comment here and ASK A QUESTION it can be anything CFUD related, OOC, IC, Relationship, psychology, thoughts, whatever. I.E. My character's opinion of your character or maybe what you have been wondering about this behavior or that, or general thoughts on my characters or canons or what, who I might consider raping
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Yeah that sounds about right. "Oops uh this got out of hand WELL WE DOIN' THIS"
Cloud, HONESTLY, is a little overwhelmed. Cloud doesn't think he deserves things. He is in love with Tifa and Aeris on very different deep levels, and loves Zack on an entirely other amazing friend/hero worship/revolved world around/KINDA STOLE YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU DIED AND I COULDN'T PSYCHOLOGICALLY HANDLE IT level. He honestly thought that when Aeris and Zack were back together again, he could get out of the way.
He does consider himself "in the way," though not to such an extreme extent anymore now that Aeris and Zack have topped the hell out of him. It is kind of awkward when your Crush Hero's girlfriend falls for you because you were stealing his life. Aeris told him a lot that at first he thought they were similar, but now she understands they're different; Cloud only sort of half absorbs that, because he's caught up in the PRINCIPLE OF THE THING. Which granted is a pretty big principle of the thing. He is amazed at Aeris' level of understanding and support, amazed at Zack's acceptance of what he's done, and beyond amazed that they have forgiven him. Still, he wants to repent really badly, he just doesn't know where to start. And they keep acting like there isn't anything to repent for and that makes this difficult :\
Being in a relationship with Aeris and Zack at the same time doesn't hit him nearly as hard as the fact that they both want him... in that. The fact that they are dead also does not really hit him that hard. They are alive here. Cloud lost them so thoroughly already, and he knows they're always watching over him no matter what. So after camp, if they can't still be alive - he is holding out some small tiny plea for them BEING alive, but he doesn't really think it's possible (mostly because nobody's talked to him about it, also because Cloud Can't Have Nice Things) - he'll be fine. He just wants to be with them on the same physical plane as much as he can. So uh, if anyone's ever like DUDE YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH DEAD PEOPLE, he'll be like lol um yeah wouldn't you.
Some part of him is kind of awkward about telling Tifa he got topped into a relationship with two people that are not her, because some part of him actually isn't an idiot; also, is in love with Tifa in that long-term, There-Is-Fail-In-Nibelheim-Water way. He essentially never got with her, and continues to not get with her, because he is WALLOWING IN UNWORTHINESS. So he lives with her and protects her and raises orphans with her and is protective of her even though she can probably kick his ass. His brain can't really conceptualize hooking up with Tifa WHILE he is hooked up with Aeris AND Zack, but the fact that he is conceptualizing hooking up with her AT ALL means Aeris made a big impact. IT'S JUST KIND OF AWKWARD, and they fail, and how do you ask your childhood love to get with you, your flowergirl, and soldier 1st class anyway?
Also what is left of his normal male urges equates that Tifa + Aeris = AMAZING but he's almost too kicked puppy to actually conceptualize something that sexy. Maybe if it happened in front of him.
Is Aeris going to run interference and drag Tifa into this.
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"HONEY I JUST HAD SEX WITH RUFUS SHINRA"; reaction?
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TRANSLATOR:
"Well, you're Aeris, you can have sex with whoever you want it's sort of crazy that you have sex with /me/, but since it's Rufus I am kind of twitchy and jealous because he's an asshole and wouldn't sex with him feel like sex with an ice bitch? Was he any good? Rufus Shinra just had sex with my girlfriend, what do I even do in this situation?"
"HONEY I JUST HAD SEX WITH RUFUS SHINRA" - reaction?
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Cloud's thoughts on Tseng!
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Cloud thinks Tseng is a dick, but in that... midboss way where it doesn't bother him. Cloud doesn't know any of Tseng's deep involvement other than the fact that he was in love with Aeris and sucked at it in a bad way, seeing as the first time he saw him he bitchslapped Aeris in a helicopter. Also, Tseng was pretty sliced the fuck open by Sephiroth; he is starting to think you actually can't kill Turks. At all. (He sort of thinks of him more as a "The Turks" than an individual.) He is kind of fond of them in a Hero-picks-on-midbosses way and an "I'm just making sure you're reforming :|" way, but they also annoy him and he ignores them.
What's a headcanon snippet for each of your characters?
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Akira IS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD AT DOING MATH IN HIS HEAD.
Haru really, really, wants to die. But is too scared to actually kill himself.
Mukuro ... isn't really suicidal, but the END THE WORLD THING wasn't an irrational impulse, he knew exactly what it meant. And then knew that eventually it would all just. End.
Tokio liked to read ad magazines.
YOUR THOUGHTS ON WHERE AIR GEAR IS HEADED?
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