confused
So, this is the new year...great. The person that I most wanted to spend it with and kiss at midnight was occupied...so I got lots of kisses from all my girl friends. It was fun. Katie was there and she knows how to belly dance and I had Indian music in my car (I have the widest variety of music in life) and we all danced to it. Katie had a belly dancing outfit and everything. It was awsome. Champange is good ; ) But I still missed Bjorn. I was thinking of him. I allways am. I really need just alone time with him, and ask him where he thinks we are in our relationship and why he isn't as open with me as he was in the summer. In the summer he would allways randomly put his arm around me or kiss me, and it was really nice. Now I feel like the dominant one, and I don't like that. In a relationship you should each be giving equal attention to one another, and it's not happening. So tomorrow I will ask him whats up. As for me, it's bed time, I have a 10:00 brunch tomorrow morning and an Imax date with Bjorn, Andy, and my Mom.