Do you Deviant?
I checked out DeviantART.com after some encouragement by Matt. Took a look around and fell in love. So many artists, such levels of greatness to reach for. I fell like a child among veterans in there. I made an account in hopes to one day post art that can fly with the big boys. Couldn’t think of a name, so I picked a knockoff from Halo- TruthReconciliation. It’s a bit of a pain to type in each time I log on, but its unique in there apparently. Tried six names before that, but they were all taken. This site is new ground for me, a haven of dreams and resource. I have found several great pictures of the human form with which to study. I have but one modest posting, the first eight pages of boredom: a story I have begun. Not sure why I put it up there. I’m no writer, but what ever.
In other news; I cant wait for school to begin. I need to get away from this family, this house. I cant put it to words how they bug me, it’s so vast. But any one, it seems, who’s been around my parents and brothers for any lenght of time have come to realize they aren’t what they pretend to be. I know a few of you out there have an idea what I’m talking about. Their even driving away some of the people at church- I can feel it, sense it like a smell on the wind. There is another storm brewing. I’m scared it will rub off on me. Maybe it already has. I need to get out while I can, before its too late. I don’t want to be like that. I fear it. I don’t plan on coming back after college. After having total release, freedom for five years, the chance i need to truly grow closer to God, I don’t think I’d be able to handle it. I need to better myself, there is no where but up for me it seems. There are better places to be than Michigan any way, as jobs go.
In other news; I cant wait for school to begin. I need to get away from this family, this house. I cant put it to words how they bug me, it’s so vast. But any one, it seems, who’s been around my parents and brothers for any lenght of time have come to realize they aren’t what they pretend to be. I know a few of you out there have an idea what I’m talking about. Their even driving away some of the people at church- I can feel it, sense it like a smell on the wind. There is another storm brewing. I’m scared it will rub off on me. Maybe it already has. I need to get out while I can, before its too late. I don’t want to be like that. I fear it. I don’t plan on coming back after college. After having total release, freedom for five years, the chance i need to truly grow closer to God, I don’t think I’d be able to handle it. I need to better myself, there is no where but up for me it seems. There are better places to be than Michigan any way, as jobs go.