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the last couple of weeks i haven't been happy. i haven't been sad either. but not happy. i'm pretty good at putting on a happy face for friends, classmates and coworkers though. just to make the day pass. i can't wait to move to austin. 4 months left.
i need to get away from here. away from the same bars with the same booze and the same friends who do the same drugs and drink the same things. it's too easy to forget about making life worth living and just doing things that pass the time.
i'm nervous about next week. super nervous. and if i go to austin for winter break, i'm a little nervous about that too.
i'm not nervous to move though. it occupies my thoughts on a daily basis.
i need to get away from here. away from the same bars with the same booze and the same friends who do the same drugs and drink the same things. it's too easy to forget about making life worth living and just doing things that pass the time.
i'm nervous about next week. super nervous. and if i go to austin for winter break, i'm a little nervous about that too.
i'm not nervous to move though. it occupies my thoughts on a daily basis.