I have no one else to talk to.
So I haven't written in my lj for about 8 months...that is all I have to say about that. I feel as if I have turned here because I really don't have any other way of expressing how disparaged I feel. Feelings of insecurity, alienation, and hate have come full circle and found me again even though I promised myself I would never feel these things under the circumstances that they pertain to. I feel as if I have been spat out by a force that I felt comfortable in, and the one person I would turn to, I feel, cannot be there for me. I don't know what else to say...I guess I'll post this because it will probably make me feel a little better.