May 05, 2006 02:43
So i'm sorta drunk given that i've consumed a large quanity of liquor in the past 2 hours of so..
Let's see...
You dissapoint me. More than you even dissapoint yourself. You don't even read this but I just want the internet LJ community to know what a dissapointment you are. Sure it may sound bitter but its based in reality. You are just another "just my type" which probably means i'm destined to spend my life with a soul-less, corporate conservative lawyer. Yeah for me?! at least i may be able to afford my burberry trench and designer shoe addiction.
I don't have any plans post graduation. Well, I do have plans but they haven't be confirmed yet. So I guess it's a matter of wait and see. I know I capable of great things it's just a matter of being able to persue them in the way I hope to.
Today I realized what I want to do. It's a calling almost. It's something I know I will be good at and know that I will someway, probably indirectly, work towards process. Change for the good.
I feel like I'm in my political prime. Probably not as sharp as when I was in DC, but fuck me, I just know my stuff right now. It sickens me that I can only get better. I want to be a Josh Lyman- and god willing I will be.
It's late. I should sleep because god knows i dont get enough of it.
Happy Cino de Mayo. I <3 tequila/corona!