Apr 05, 2003 11:16
Sorry, that is what is on my mind now. I have always loved chocolate, but ever since we did the Pitchfork Disney scene in Theater 2, I can't get rid of this chocolate craving! Oh well, as far as addictions go, there are a lot worse things to be addicted to.
Last night was fun, even if there wasn't a whole lot to do (DAMN THE STUPID 17-TO-SEE-AN-R-MOVIE LAW!) Kelly and Adam, I feel terrible that the 3 of us didn't get more time talking last night. I'm sorry =( However, I am beginning to agree with you guys about Zelda, that parts I did see were amusing. Hopefully tonight we can all hang out while everyone else is off in the world of the critiquing (aka giving fake compliments).
I am starting to get a tad bit nervous about the show. We're more then half way through and it feels like we aren't getting very much done. The leads all look great, and after yesterday so does The Devil You Know, but the company (me included)... I'm sure it will come together in the end (they always seem to), but was Evita like this? I can't remember, I don't think it was, but then again I could very easily be wrong.
Speaking of which, yesterday in K's room during rehearsal David and Peter analyzed why I am always compelled to argue all the time.They say hat it's one of my defining characteristics. It's true, especially with Peter I know I am constantly trying to prove him wrong, but David says I do it to him too, and now I remember Helen telling me I do that as well...Why do I always feel like I have to be right? David says that my mother and I do it to each other too. We don't argue, we just correct each other until we figure out who is right, accept it, then drop it...he thinks that it must be a family trait. I brought it up with my parents, and sure enough my father instantly agreed with that theory. "The first time I had dinner with your grandparents," he said, "the three of them went back-and-forth arguing and correcting each other for half and hour! All I could do was sit there with my mouth open, watching this go on... but then I realized that none of them took it personally or got mad, this was just how they normally were with each other." So i suppose the conclusion is that yes, it is my blood to contradict and argue...However, as I have learned from the past, while David and Peter claim they dont mind the arguing (David says he actually likes it, keeps him on his toes), it can piss people off too. I didn't realise it was such a strong trait of mine, and that it could be such a problem. I should really try and not to argue quite as much. I can't stop arguing completely (I would probably stop talking), but I can definitely try to make it not such a constant thing.
ok.. that's it. Fin.