Jul 14, 2012 00:42
My sleep last night put me into such a unique, other world. A different state of mind. When I woke I thought, I'm not doing that again, but as my day progressed, I thought, "Why not?"
We all fight demons. My big one is my addiction to nicotine. My battle with "the big" one is making me think of other little ones that I might be able to tackle as a side project without feeling over whelmed.
1) I need to write more. The written word speaks to me and enables me to express myself in way's that I cannot verbally. My writing needs a lot of work.
2) I don't sleep. It's a bit of a personal hell. Insomnia has been my enemy my entire life.
Today, despite my lucid dreaming, I woke up more refreshed then I can remember feeling in a long time. Also, I was inspired to write. Call me crazy, but I think I am ready to sacrifice my body for art. I am planning to do the full 8 weeks of the program. Why not get some interesting dream to write about along side the "stop smoking" journaling I am planning to do any way,
These are my thoughts for now...