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[theatregnome]

my insides hurt. i grabbed the necklace last night, i don't know why. put it on this morning. showered with it. haven't done that in a while. i heard her voice. i want to die. i haven't been able to conjure that voice in over a decade. i want it back. i don't think the necklace is coming off in a while. i want it back.
melancholy joy
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