Fucking Men
***Disclaimer***
I was heated when I wrote this. Men that I've been involved with when you read this, don't take it personally, you only contributed a little bit. Procede with caution.
I am so sick of boy drama. Be it past relationships or present. Fucking every connection you have with a guy will come back and bite you in the ass. I'm fucking done with it all. I'm sick of guys treating me like shit, I'm sick of being treated like an object, I'm sick of guys coming back when they think its convenient. I'm sick of guys saying they're sorry, half the time they never mean it, they just realize that they lost a good thing and are kicking themselves in the ass for it; either that or they just want to fuck. I'm sick of guys not truly caring about you and your feelings. I'm sick of guys putting me down to make themselves feel better, you may feel like less of a prick throwing all of my dirty laundry in my face, but that just makes you a bigger prick. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being the one that always has to fix things, I'm tired of being the only one who cares. I'm tired of trying to make up and make sure that we're still friends, fuck it, if you piss me off now, fuck you, your tired ass is gonna hear about it. I'm tired of casting my principles aside because you're tired of me saying, "No." I'm not breakin' myself for you anymore, fucking deal with it. When I'm ready I'll let you know. I'm sick of men not seeing the damage they do, open your fucking eyes; you cause a lot of pain, grow a fucking conscious and feel guilty once in a while. I'm tired of men blaming everyone else for what goes wrong, own up to your half bitch, it takes two to make it work, one didn't break it. I'm tired of trying to impress you, you never see the small shit that I do for you, ***clue*** there's more than just a grand gesture out there, stop thinking with your cock and pick up on the subtle nuances.
I'm just tired. Plain and simple. I have no energy left for this shit anymore. Now its your turn to fix it. Clean up your own goddamn mess.
I was heated when I wrote this. Men that I've been involved with when you read this, don't take it personally, you only contributed a little bit. Procede with caution.
I am so sick of boy drama. Be it past relationships or present. Fucking every connection you have with a guy will come back and bite you in the ass. I'm fucking done with it all. I'm sick of guys treating me like shit, I'm sick of being treated like an object, I'm sick of guys coming back when they think its convenient. I'm sick of guys saying they're sorry, half the time they never mean it, they just realize that they lost a good thing and are kicking themselves in the ass for it; either that or they just want to fuck. I'm sick of guys not truly caring about you and your feelings. I'm sick of guys putting me down to make themselves feel better, you may feel like less of a prick throwing all of my dirty laundry in my face, but that just makes you a bigger prick. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being the one that always has to fix things, I'm tired of being the only one who cares. I'm tired of trying to make up and make sure that we're still friends, fuck it, if you piss me off now, fuck you, your tired ass is gonna hear about it. I'm tired of casting my principles aside because you're tired of me saying, "No." I'm not breakin' myself for you anymore, fucking deal with it. When I'm ready I'll let you know. I'm sick of men not seeing the damage they do, open your fucking eyes; you cause a lot of pain, grow a fucking conscious and feel guilty once in a while. I'm tired of men blaming everyone else for what goes wrong, own up to your half bitch, it takes two to make it work, one didn't break it. I'm tired of trying to impress you, you never see the small shit that I do for you, ***clue*** there's more than just a grand gesture out there, stop thinking with your cock and pick up on the subtle nuances.
I'm just tired. Plain and simple. I have no energy left for this shit anymore. Now its your turn to fix it. Clean up your own goddamn mess.