"all the men in my life keep getting killed by Candarean demons"

[theatregeek82]

Today was one of those days when I just felt overwhelmed by everything. Not in a "oh-shit-where-am-I-going-in-life" kind of way, it was just crazy busy at work today and the staff meeting went on way too long, and then when I walked into the store it felt like everyone was screaming help help want want want! The evening did eventually calm down for a bit but then we got hit hard again. And this weekend is Grassroots, which, if I go, will be a blast, but makes work hell. Stupid hippies. Next topic. I don't not like being gay, but every once and a while I do wish I was straight. At least in dating situations it seems y'all have it much easier. Sure we all have to deal with the whole "does so and so like me, do we get along, do we have chemistry, etc..." but once you establish that you like each other, you're good to go. I'm feeling rather confused about my current situation because I recently realized that "he" is not out, at all. So all I can do is be patient and do my best to be a good friend and hopefully someday in the not too far future he'll come to his senses. I do believe my love life is cursed. For real...fathers die, arms get broken. those are the most extreme disasters which occurred to guys I was going out with. I also attract assholes and flamers and confused "straight" guys. Stay away from me! I'm cursed! Ok, I feel better now having vented a little. Please take this all mostly light heartedly. I'm tired of having my heart dented. Arg!

On a more positive note, the final Harry Potter comes out in 2days! and Hairspray comes out in 1 day! Yay! It's going to be a fun weekend, Grassroots or no.