What am I doing?

Mar 13, 2005 02:52

Okay, it's almost 3am and spring break only has 21 hours left. I can't say that it was the wildest time ever. I was on choir tour in the NYC, Upstate NY, Suburbian NYC, and NJ area (no where exotic.. women's chorale went to Ireland--soo jealous). I had a good time and even did a little partying. I saw Candide @ the NYC opera, and we also had some good concerts. The rest of the break I stayed in Ithaca and hung out with people, caught up on chores and hw, and rested. I have a lot on my plate this next block.. such as:

-I'm pledging for Phi Mu Alpha Sinfonia (a music fraternity). I have gotten to know many of the brothers over the last two years and they are good people. It's been good spending time with them and getting to know them more. It's a great organization to be a part of.
-music directing the first year cabaret
-Choir and Mads concerts
-Choral Union and IC Symphony Concert of Carmina Burana @ Lincoln Center on April 19th
-Voice-ing-- NATS comp in early April. I need to get my ass in gear. I haven't been having the best semester vocally-- i want to cry before each of my lessons. I work my butt off and I dont feel like I'm making any kind of improvement. I like what I do, but it's a long and tough road.
-Piano-ing--always fun, need to find more time to practice.
-School-ing--academics should be my first priority.. but they so aren't

there are other things in there too.. like i should find time to meditate and exercise. I should also spend less $$. Midyear (semester) resolution:)..nothing interesting in the dating scene. Haven't had a bf in almost 3 years, but that doesn't phase me (and it's not like I haven't fooled around in that long--please). I just don't have time for a bf. It wouldn't be fair for either party.

I hope things are well in everyone's life. In general, I'm pretty happy. Staying busy keeps me happy. I remember last summer, after freshman year, I had to stay around my house for a month. I think it got me really depressed not having anything important to do. My thoughts became really morbid...it was not a fun time.

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