I had a dream last night

Oct 01, 2010 19:55

 I'm sick. Stupid cold or something.. I keep nodding off in the middle of the day though, which is good because I need my rest.

I keep having the same dream, though I'm not sure what it means..

It's of my wedding. And it's Josh and I.

All my life i've wanted a big wedding, because that's what every girl wanted.. Though, really. I want a small wedding.

I want to buy the dress, not a super rip your eyes out expensive one, but a nice one, because I want one and i'm sure my daddy would want me to have one. Then I want  to fly my dad and brother, and Joshs grandparents and maybe his sister, it's up to him.. Also maybe a close friend  his and of mine to Vegas... and getting married for $60 in Vegas. We could all stay for the weekend or something and gamble and celebrate.. But that's all I want. A simple, small wedding.

It was neat though, cause my dress wasn't pure white, it was more of an opal color with a bright yellow band round the ribcage that perfectly matched joshs steelers tie that he wore with his black slacks and black button up shirt. Prolly be bout as fancy as it gets for that man.

I'm bout 3 years ahead of myself though, lol. I don't plan on even thinking bout marriage for a long time yet. I may love the man.. but we're nowhere near ready for any of that. I just want to see our relationship suceed first.

Though, I won't lie.. it's a nice, beautiful dream.
Can't wait to see him again.
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