Aug 22, 2005 22:46
Yeah so band camp was pretty cool... =)
Wrote some stuff for Indigo... happy with it.
Feel dizzy and kinda weird.
Started realizing more problems in the world... got frustrated with Dubya... and with the fucking commie china regime.
Summer reading isnt done. And for chrissakes school starts NEXT WEEK! GODDAMN!
Im over tired and Achey.
Back to LONG rehersals and crap like that.
I feel like an idiot cuz i got tied up with stupid stuff and chores tonight so i didnt get to call Dannie... so i feel like a jerk... and i woulda felt better if i had called her. if often has that effect on me. So ill call her tomorrow.. and hopefully it will be one of those long awesome talks.
Oh well ... Hare Krishna... Hare Om...
And believe it or not i feel better now :) Thanks Buddha!
Mostly the reason why i feel better was actually because most of my friends hate it when i express my philosophy.. so expressing it more in spite of them makes me feel happy. And as a note to those people... (before you comment my LJ and attack me for saying OM) what you dont understand is that my temple is just my mind and heart.. and my philosohpy is kindness... so why must you get so frustrated with me... your only poisoning your own feelings. Oh how id love to make amends with you all.. but i dont see you embracing me reaching out. But thats the way it goes i guess.
:) g'night
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