Don't say we have come now to the end
I had this sudden urge to make an lj entry and so I shall.
Life goes on, much as it has this past age...I've used that line before for an entry but I'm too lazy to look up when. But the quote fits my life right now. At least in the recent past. I have classes, I go to them. I have work, I go to it. I'm even volunteering a little of my time which is something in a way new as it's during the non state fair time and regular. Besides those things and homework I've been speding a little time with people but less so recently.
As for people, as with any new school year, I've met more people. And had to deal with certain people. And I'm starting to get closed off a bit again. I really do it in cycles, as some people from my high school days might remember. And that's not to say taht I don't enjoy social interaction but rahter it just wears on me quicker and I'm less likely to actually participate. I like discussion, I odn't like the arguing that happens and the childishness of trying to trump what was just said and not allowing your comment to be trumped by something else and denying it by making up more crap or just saying "Nope, nope ,nope" to anything said. It frustrates me and I know it frustrates others at the lunch table. Discussions build, arguments don't. We're in college for Supreme-Anthropomorphic-Idea-of-a-Creator's Sake! Gah.
AS for my laughable love life that doesn't even exist to laugh at...because I'm sure you all are just dying to knnow if I'd managed to find another relationship by now...and if you didn't, this is my journal and I'll write if I want to. Funnily enough, I'd thought I'd met a nice girl who one might consider datable material to put it in a debasing, object-descriptive way. But as she attends Hamline, it must mean that it won't happen. My percentage is still .000 to put it in sports statistic terms. And so I just spent time calculating out the statistics of my dating and crushes and rejections and all that because I got curious. For those of you who care, and for if I come back and read this the statistics broke down thus: Total record for girls I've explicitly expressed interest in 3-7 (30% success rate of dating those I ask). Those I knew in high school, that figure is 3-4, those I knew from Hamline 0-3. Obviously there are also those I don't say anything to at all and as far as I can figure the total number of crushes you might say, to use a term that sounds so 8th gradish, the total is 13. so my total succes rate of about 23% of all the girls I've had 'crushes' on [These figures are claculated from 2000 to the present]. I found this a fun and interesting exercise.
I think that's it for me.
Life goes on, much as it has this past age...I've used that line before for an entry but I'm too lazy to look up when. But the quote fits my life right now. At least in the recent past. I have classes, I go to them. I have work, I go to it. I'm even volunteering a little of my time which is something in a way new as it's during the non state fair time and regular. Besides those things and homework I've been speding a little time with people but less so recently.
As for people, as with any new school year, I've met more people. And had to deal with certain people. And I'm starting to get closed off a bit again. I really do it in cycles, as some people from my high school days might remember. And that's not to say taht I don't enjoy social interaction but rahter it just wears on me quicker and I'm less likely to actually participate. I like discussion, I odn't like the arguing that happens and the childishness of trying to trump what was just said and not allowing your comment to be trumped by something else and denying it by making up more crap or just saying "Nope, nope ,nope" to anything said. It frustrates me and I know it frustrates others at the lunch table. Discussions build, arguments don't. We're in college for Supreme-Anthropomorphic-Idea-of-a-Creator's Sake! Gah.
AS for my laughable love life that doesn't even exist to laugh at...because I'm sure you all are just dying to knnow if I'd managed to find another relationship by now...and if you didn't, this is my journal and I'll write if I want to. Funnily enough, I'd thought I'd met a nice girl who one might consider datable material to put it in a debasing, object-descriptive way. But as she attends Hamline, it must mean that it won't happen. My percentage is still .000 to put it in sports statistic terms. And so I just spent time calculating out the statistics of my dating and crushes and rejections and all that because I got curious. For those of you who care, and for if I come back and read this the statistics broke down thus: Total record for girls I've explicitly expressed interest in 3-7 (30% success rate of dating those I ask). Those I knew in high school, that figure is 3-4, those I knew from Hamline 0-3. Obviously there are also those I don't say anything to at all and as far as I can figure the total number of crushes you might say, to use a term that sounds so 8th gradish, the total is 13. so my total succes rate of about 23% of all the girls I've had 'crushes' on [These figures are claculated from 2000 to the present]. I found this a fun and interesting exercise.
I think that's it for me.