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wow....sittin in the computer lab...next to my twin (female twin) laur.....just read her interesting journal entries hahahaha!!! that just made my day....she's amazing when she's angry ladies and gentlemen!!!!
hahahahaha
i have been waaaaaay too busy as of late....my mind has been on Freedom and Forensics and Work and Anthony.....and....i do apologize....no where in there for friends....i feel like an ass....i love u all and thank u guys for sticking by me through all of this....i have and will continue to be M.I.A.....for a while....thank u guys for being my true friends....i love u
woo hoo!!! i feel good today!!!!
havent talked to Ant since monday...all good...
i love Lauren Jenkins....(or so she says)
hahahha
i have been waaaayy to busy....i mean...Monday is literally my ONLY free day....after school that is...
yesterday was the first day we did "Rain Celebration" all out....my legs gave out on me afterwards....it took ten minutes before i could stand up....literally....and i was coughing for the rest of the night.... wow.... "Rain Celebrationg" for those who are unaware is a 7min. dance.....straight through....modern with leaps and jumps and runs and 20 lb. skirts lol......seriously.....now i remember why i chose to be an actor......:::sigh:::
i only have limited free time....and when i actually do....i either spend it doing things for other people....::cough cough::: Ant::: cough cough::: lol....or spending it with my outlets....i mean reading and goin out wit Ant and Kalief and Ife.....they seem to take my mind off of shit lately....so my weekends usually involve them.....i have madd fun with them.....no boring nights for me hahahahaha...
I am a hermit during the school year....and my life revolves around what i have to do....
sadly......
Dance club is in like 10 mins.......forensics just ended....Freedom, Judge, Chorale, Chorus and school tomorrow....
Friday....forensics tournament...Gurls night out....if my mother feels like it.....wanted to go out wit ant....but obviously...he feels as though there should be a limit as to how often we see eachother....
i'm about to give up.....cold...i think he underestimates me.....often....whateva...
Damn i need to go to freedom tonight.....i need an outlet....Freedom recently has become my bigest outlet....i adore my time spent there lately....i need the work....the mayhem....the busy...ness....
Cant wait till college....
wil....sorry bout Sunday...i love u.....rain check?
sometimes i wish ant would read this shit and see that there is more to me than just the "sweet lil gurl" he percieves me to be.....me....sweet?? hahahahahahha
and if i get one more fuckin email......i swear to gawd....i will throw his laptop into the river....hahahahahhahah!!!!!!
"Only you can make me feel....and only you can take me there..."
hahahahaha
i have been waaaaaay too busy as of late....my mind has been on Freedom and Forensics and Work and Anthony.....and....i do apologize....no where in there for friends....i feel like an ass....i love u all and thank u guys for sticking by me through all of this....i have and will continue to be M.I.A.....for a while....thank u guys for being my true friends....i love u
woo hoo!!! i feel good today!!!!
havent talked to Ant since monday...all good...
i love Lauren Jenkins....(or so she says)
hahahha
i have been waaaayy to busy....i mean...Monday is literally my ONLY free day....after school that is...
yesterday was the first day we did "Rain Celebration" all out....my legs gave out on me afterwards....it took ten minutes before i could stand up....literally....and i was coughing for the rest of the night.... wow.... "Rain Celebrationg" for those who are unaware is a 7min. dance.....straight through....modern with leaps and jumps and runs and 20 lb. skirts lol......seriously.....now i remember why i chose to be an actor......:::sigh:::
i only have limited free time....and when i actually do....i either spend it doing things for other people....::cough cough::: Ant::: cough cough::: lol....or spending it with my outlets....i mean reading and goin out wit Ant and Kalief and Ife.....they seem to take my mind off of shit lately....so my weekends usually involve them.....i have madd fun with them.....no boring nights for me hahahahaha...
I am a hermit during the school year....and my life revolves around what i have to do....
sadly......
Dance club is in like 10 mins.......forensics just ended....Freedom, Judge, Chorale, Chorus and school tomorrow....
Friday....forensics tournament...Gurls night out....if my mother feels like it.....wanted to go out wit ant....but obviously...he feels as though there should be a limit as to how often we see eachother....
i'm about to give up.....cold...i think he underestimates me.....often....whateva...
Damn i need to go to freedom tonight.....i need an outlet....Freedom recently has become my bigest outlet....i adore my time spent there lately....i need the work....the mayhem....the busy...ness....
Cant wait till college....
wil....sorry bout Sunday...i love u.....rain check?
sometimes i wish ant would read this shit and see that there is more to me than just the "sweet lil gurl" he percieves me to be.....me....sweet?? hahahahahahha
and if i get one more fuckin email......i swear to gawd....i will throw his laptop into the river....hahahahahhahah!!!!!!
"Only you can make me feel....and only you can take me there..."