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I havnt updated in a while
last night at the Goo Goo Dolls concert i realized that i live a very blessed and amazing life. i can do so much and have options that lots of poeple dont get and in the same right this has just spoiled me rotten. basically i had the most amazing summer ever, not just becuase of my partying (which is a HUGE part of why it kicked so much ass) but i guess you could say that i slightly "grew up" or atleast learned some things about myself, its really weird to think about it but i have basically no relationship with my father and ive actually not talked to anyone about this, im not sure if im gonna get way into it now...but i just walked in the house and he didnt even look at me.
i dont want to be in catonsville anymore. my friends are basically being super lame and sucking and i want to go somewhere and meet new people and see new things, ive been in cville for 12 years (less time than others) and im done with it. school starts monday and im ready to graduate and get out, i like the people i hang out with and i have fun but im done. there is not much else to it. i guess its nothing against them its just now there are things that just piss me off when im with them. i need something new.
this was random and deeper then usual.
last night at the Goo Goo Dolls concert i realized that i live a very blessed and amazing life. i can do so much and have options that lots of poeple dont get and in the same right this has just spoiled me rotten. basically i had the most amazing summer ever, not just becuase of my partying (which is a HUGE part of why it kicked so much ass) but i guess you could say that i slightly "grew up" or atleast learned some things about myself, its really weird to think about it but i have basically no relationship with my father and ive actually not talked to anyone about this, im not sure if im gonna get way into it now...but i just walked in the house and he didnt even look at me.
i dont want to be in catonsville anymore. my friends are basically being super lame and sucking and i want to go somewhere and meet new people and see new things, ive been in cville for 12 years (less time than others) and im done with it. school starts monday and im ready to graduate and get out, i like the people i hang out with and i have fun but im done. there is not much else to it. i guess its nothing against them its just now there are things that just piss me off when im with them. i need something new.
this was random and deeper then usual.