an update on things lately.
i can't sleep- i have nightmares.
i can't eat- the drive to do so is lost. (and if i do, i throw it up within 30 minutes of eating it.)
i am going out of my mind.
the fact that a holiday is coming is a horrible thought.
the fact that i do things without thinking now is a horrible realization.
the fact that all of this is going on... sucks.
thats all.
i can't eat- the drive to do so is lost. (and if i do, i throw it up within 30 minutes of eating it.)
i am going out of my mind.
the fact that a holiday is coming is a horrible thought.
the fact that i do things without thinking now is a horrible realization.
the fact that all of this is going on... sucks.
thats all.