May 17, 2007 22:33
I remember coming down the hallway and pushing open the door to room 217. And all of a sudden Nemes just tackles me out into the hallway and gives me so many kisses.I go in and hug Mike and he says Hello darling! and I'm there again. I walk down the hallway and open the door to kira squealing and we hop around each other making weird noises. And then in a minute or two we meet Leah, Jeffy and Selim down stairs and we are off to one of our places.
I was thinking today that if I died right now I would be happy. Because thinking about it I have done so much stuff in my life that I would be content right now.
I miss Barbee more than I thought I would. I miss sitting on his lap and listening to him talk or fumble around on the strings of his gee-tar.
I'm always missing.
It's a curse of mine. Missing the past.
Well, I'm aboot to step forward and stop missing and stop worrying and start living right now.
*holds out hand*
who's with me?