Nov 27, 2005 12:46
except, I don't hate life. I love life.
But I am getting SO sick and tired of the PEOPLE I LOVE complaining about their own unhappiness at SU. If you are SO unhappy, change your life. Go elsewhere. this isn't high school where you HAVE to pretty much stay there cause your paretns said to. you chose your school, you chose your major. Its your life. do something that makes YOU happy.
If you went to a conservatory and DIDN'T expect people to fake....then you were extremely disallusioned. it's theatre! people are fake all over the place. but you have to know where to find the true friends. the ones who try to get you to open up, to talk to them, because they genuinely care.
So now its my turn to vent. No matter how i try to be a good friend to people, to listen to their problems, to give them advice and try and help them through a ttough situation....I'm never considered that good of a friend. ig uess.
a friend of mine that i was recently beginning to consider a good friend, a close friend stated that in the past three months all of us have become awful horrible people.
That hit me really hard. But did it make me want to NOT go back to SU? no. Because i don't let what one person says ruin my view on life, my view on myself or my view on ANYTHING. i know im a good person, I know I'm a good friend and i'm going to school to get my education. it's just a shame that some people can't be as happy there as i am. they have to wallow in self pity and not make the best of their situation. Sure, there are things about Su i hate....but i take what i love and i make it worth it. some how in life i have managed to find the good in every situation in life.
I may have to stop giving out so much love to those who refuse it. it's causing me pain.
no more negativity. everyone takes life so seriously, instead of enjoying it.
you've only got one life. Stop being so negative. enjoy your life, and if your not happy....then change it.