life isn't as bad as it seemed.
So finally my future is clear, I don't have to be worried about what I'm gonna do with myself because my future was in the hands of someone else....I have answers, and I'm happy.
Senior Center, not gonna be bad at all. I'm probably gonna have fun. I mean, who WOULDN'T have fun getting old people to dance? Or asking them if they want more coffee?
So 60 hours....that won't be difficult at all. Good thing the senior center is 5 minutes from my house.
work, don't schedule me during the mornings on weekdays, i have stuff I have to do during the day now, and you can't argue with me on it anymore. Not that you really scheduled me during the day ever....but don't you start now.
Kids show...that opens tuesday. This should be fun. I pretty much laugh non stop becuase Ryan W. is the funniest person ever. hands down. No contest. stop arguing with me. You're probably sitting there reading this going "But i'm funny, i thought iw as the funniest person in your life." well guess what, I forgot how funny ryan was...and you've been replaced. lol. Not really, but you know what I mean.
So Babes in Arms....I'm playing Bunny now instead of Phyliss......no, not A bunny, i'm playing BUNNY. She's a middle aged woman. go figure. Who would EVER cast me as someone my age. no one. it won't happen. ever. I think I may be ok with that for a while, but not long. I'm over it. My only worry right now is that Lisa (manager at work) pulls through on my work schedule like she said she would...and won't schedule me to work when I have rehearsal. Considering her son is on crew for Babes in Arms....she should be flexible for me. I'm just hoping that Joe (director) can give me a more solid rehearsal other than "I'll call you". I pray that joey is able to stay with the show (best friend). I'd love to do a show with him. What fun that would be.
So, I really think that this is the first time all summer I am actually able to look at my life and not feel stressed at all. My kids show will be over in 2 weeks, so that won't be a problem with work anymore, and it won't interfere with my community service. And if Lisa is reliable like I think she will be, my work schedule won't tie me down and make me quit Babes in Arms. which would be nice. And looking at the way she scheduled me when I gave her my performance schedule for my kids show, she should be flexible enough.
I actually feel really happy.
let's hope karen gets back to me soon on whether or not she's coming to visit me on the 23rd and then if we'll be going to VA to visit our SSMT friends on the 24th. I'm also hoping that Lisa didn't schedule me that weekend like I asked her to cause I wrote "VACATION!" on my request off paper thingy. yeah.
So life is good. I really feel happy. I got lucky, that 60 hours was what I got.....considering it could have been ALOT worse. on otp of which it's not a bad place to be. The Senior Center..they like me there.
Ok, so.....now that I've rambled on and on......I'm gonna go finish watching ELLEN that I tivo'd because I've become a Tivo whore. yeah.
Love,
Malz
Senior Center, not gonna be bad at all. I'm probably gonna have fun. I mean, who WOULDN'T have fun getting old people to dance? Or asking them if they want more coffee?
So 60 hours....that won't be difficult at all. Good thing the senior center is 5 minutes from my house.
work, don't schedule me during the mornings on weekdays, i have stuff I have to do during the day now, and you can't argue with me on it anymore. Not that you really scheduled me during the day ever....but don't you start now.
Kids show...that opens tuesday. This should be fun. I pretty much laugh non stop becuase Ryan W. is the funniest person ever. hands down. No contest. stop arguing with me. You're probably sitting there reading this going "But i'm funny, i thought iw as the funniest person in your life." well guess what, I forgot how funny ryan was...and you've been replaced. lol. Not really, but you know what I mean.
So Babes in Arms....I'm playing Bunny now instead of Phyliss......no, not A bunny, i'm playing BUNNY. She's a middle aged woman. go figure. Who would EVER cast me as someone my age. no one. it won't happen. ever. I think I may be ok with that for a while, but not long. I'm over it. My only worry right now is that Lisa (manager at work) pulls through on my work schedule like she said she would...and won't schedule me to work when I have rehearsal. Considering her son is on crew for Babes in Arms....she should be flexible for me. I'm just hoping that Joe (director) can give me a more solid rehearsal other than "I'll call you". I pray that joey is able to stay with the show (best friend). I'd love to do a show with him. What fun that would be.
So, I really think that this is the first time all summer I am actually able to look at my life and not feel stressed at all. My kids show will be over in 2 weeks, so that won't be a problem with work anymore, and it won't interfere with my community service. And if Lisa is reliable like I think she will be, my work schedule won't tie me down and make me quit Babes in Arms. which would be nice. And looking at the way she scheduled me when I gave her my performance schedule for my kids show, she should be flexible enough.
I actually feel really happy.
let's hope karen gets back to me soon on whether or not she's coming to visit me on the 23rd and then if we'll be going to VA to visit our SSMT friends on the 24th. I'm also hoping that Lisa didn't schedule me that weekend like I asked her to cause I wrote "VACATION!" on my request off paper thingy. yeah.
So life is good. I really feel happy. I got lucky, that 60 hours was what I got.....considering it could have been ALOT worse. on otp of which it's not a bad place to be. The Senior Center..they like me there.
Ok, so.....now that I've rambled on and on......I'm gonna go finish watching ELLEN that I tivo'd because I've become a Tivo whore. yeah.
Love,
Malz