billy
Billy and I have been getting closer lately which is kool, but I keep thinking bad thoughts! what if every one could have who they wanted would they really want them after they got a good true chance? I keep thinking that we want what we can't have and I won't let myself addmit to what this girl in class told me, she said that I was going to fall for my best friend. I know that I can't fall for a girl and with my luck we won't be bffl, I can't fall for James and that leaves a guy that has trashed me a loved me and told me the truth. I can't though, right? Billy and I had our chance long long ago and it just wouldn't be right. I almost lost before and I want to make sure I don't lose him at all. It's just been something I've been thinking about and I just needed to get it out. Please don't tell!?!?!?!?!