I Try to Have Strength...
but beneath my strong exterior is a shaky little girl who's scared you'll see right through her.
I try to be trusting...but feel that makes me vulnerable to people's malice...They turn my words and confidences on me in an antagonistic fashion.
I try to be calm...but sometimes I can't contain these feelings pulsing through my veins...I scream and yell and break down and cry.
I try to have faith....but any time I have something good It feels as though forces beyond my control are trying to rip it away from me.
I try to be happy...Then I think of You and I am...
I try to forgive....but I remember what was done to us and how despite it all we are still happy together and crazy about each other...and I just smile because I know that they will never have the satisfaction of destroying what is ours. Forever Yours. 11.20.10
I try to be trusting...but feel that makes me vulnerable to people's malice...They turn my words and confidences on me in an antagonistic fashion.
I try to be calm...but sometimes I can't contain these feelings pulsing through my veins...I scream and yell and break down and cry.
I try to have faith....but any time I have something good It feels as though forces beyond my control are trying to rip it away from me.
I try to be happy...Then I think of You and I am...
I try to forgive....but I remember what was done to us and how despite it all we are still happy together and crazy about each other...and I just smile because I know that they will never have the satisfaction of destroying what is ours. Forever Yours. 11.20.10