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Aug 12, 2008 03:23

I feel like I've caused more work than I'm worth for Trevor recently...he picked me up from the airport...fed my siblings and I on our way back from LI...and apparently didn't make the best impression on some people from the theater. He said he had to clean up after me this weekend...That really hurt and I don't think he realized how much cause I downplayed it...I felt bad that he had to try and make me look better to people I don't know or frankly care about. Honestly I could care less what people think and or say about me but I hate to cause him any kind of trouble or grief or whatever. I was having a bit of an off weekend and it didn't help much that I had to sit around and either try and help or do nothing while he was running sound for grease. I was there for only like 48 hrs total and we spent 12 or more sleeping and more than that doing shit for the show....I think I had a right to act a lil like antsy. the last time I actually hung out for more than a few hrs with him was the weekend of megan's like 4th of july party which was the 12th of last month. So it'd basically been a month since I saw him last and really spent some time with him. I dunno it just really bugged me that he had to do that and that he phrased it the way he did. He said he "Had to clean up after me." Which hurt and made me feel like a disobedient kid basically...I love him to death but that still sucked and wasn't the most tactful way of telling me.

Sigh sorry about the rant...going to be now.

relationships, ranting, trevor

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