and so it fades....
mm. and so i write today due to the fact i have nothing else to do that is productive. nate wants me to visit, but i dont even have close to enough cash to do that, nor do i really wanna get fucked up tonight. i have a premonition of failure or doom. i donno waht you wanna call it. if i go up there tonight. blah i think i'll lock myself in a hole and hide for awhile.
and other things = my grandfather is barely surviving. has pneumonia still....he's lived longer than they predicted. i hope he makes it.
...*sigh*....
every time i rise, i see you fallin....can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?
and other things = my grandfather is barely surviving. has pneumonia still....he's lived longer than they predicted. i hope he makes it.
...*sigh*....
every time i rise, i see you fallin....can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?