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Dear Atlas,
Tomorrow is the start of everything. You go to sign the lease and we start to move into the next stage of well everything. And I'm there. With you. I'm nervous. I'm anxious about jobs but I'm also excited and happy. You have been my rock in all of the ensuing chaos. Helping me deal with everything and putting things into perspective. I need you. I'm sorry about the car ride home. I just needed to vent and unfortunately I did it in an awful way but when you held me in your room and told me everything was going to be fine. I listened. Because I believe you, trust you and need you. I need you alot.
I'm okay with the no working as a phone sex operator, no stripping. I don't see you act possessive very often, so it was surprising to have a definite no. I loved how your eyes lit up last night as I took off my clothes and you saw the matching bra and g. No one else makes me feel so utterly gorgeous. I feel sexy bending and strutting around for you. I feel like a wanted loved woman. And its wonderful and nice.
"And that' a really big fucking if."
"I really love you baby."
ILL WRITE MORE LATER
I LOVE YOU
YOURE THE ONE
Tomorrow is the start of everything. You go to sign the lease and we start to move into the next stage of well everything. And I'm there. With you. I'm nervous. I'm anxious about jobs but I'm also excited and happy. You have been my rock in all of the ensuing chaos. Helping me deal with everything and putting things into perspective. I need you. I'm sorry about the car ride home. I just needed to vent and unfortunately I did it in an awful way but when you held me in your room and told me everything was going to be fine. I listened. Because I believe you, trust you and need you. I need you alot.
I'm okay with the no working as a phone sex operator, no stripping. I don't see you act possessive very often, so it was surprising to have a definite no. I loved how your eyes lit up last night as I took off my clothes and you saw the matching bra and g. No one else makes me feel so utterly gorgeous. I feel sexy bending and strutting around for you. I feel like a wanted loved woman. And its wonderful and nice.
"And that' a really big fucking if."
"I really love you baby."
ILL WRITE MORE LATER
I LOVE YOU
YOURE THE ONE