Strep throat and kidney stones are my forte
Ah it seems iam always sick or life just hates me. Either way iam sick most of my life. All plans were cancelled for this weekend due to the lack of wellness my body provides.
I’ve been pretty gloomy these past couple of days (minus being sick) due to several reasons.
I want to make my best friend smile again but the things she loves are just too far away for me to bring to her front door. But time will makes this all better so lets just smile for now and love the beach. i love you <3
Another hurt is; I don’t appreciate old friends who don’t seem to want to hold a bond with me anymore. I call and talk to them, make them laugh and genuinely care about their lives but still I get no phone call in return for an activity or just a simple “how was your day”. I know I’ve been hanging out with new friends and mostly people form a different scene, but that never meant I didn’t want to be with you. Though now I am giving it up. If you still want to call and talk that’s fine and I’ll remember all the fun times we all shared together but that’s all they will be now are memories. I am exceptionally happy with the people I surround myself with these days and I only wish the same for you.
I am wishing to spend as much time as I can at the beach. The ocean makes me experience my life in a way I’ve never seen it and I am grateful for that. It’s almost like a drug to say, I am happy very time I am near it.
Waiting for feb.10 is nerve wrecking. I only hope all my exceptions are met.
Ummmmmm Hummmmm, I love my Charles Buskowski, yes I do!!
I’ve been pretty gloomy these past couple of days (minus being sick) due to several reasons.
I want to make my best friend smile again but the things she loves are just too far away for me to bring to her front door. But time will makes this all better so lets just smile for now and love the beach. i love you <3
Another hurt is; I don’t appreciate old friends who don’t seem to want to hold a bond with me anymore. I call and talk to them, make them laugh and genuinely care about their lives but still I get no phone call in return for an activity or just a simple “how was your day”. I know I’ve been hanging out with new friends and mostly people form a different scene, but that never meant I didn’t want to be with you. Though now I am giving it up. If you still want to call and talk that’s fine and I’ll remember all the fun times we all shared together but that’s all they will be now are memories. I am exceptionally happy with the people I surround myself with these days and I only wish the same for you.
I am wishing to spend as much time as I can at the beach. The ocean makes me experience my life in a way I’ve never seen it and I am grateful for that. It’s almost like a drug to say, I am happy very time I am near it.
Waiting for feb.10 is nerve wrecking. I only hope all my exceptions are met.
Ummmmmm Hummmmm, I love my Charles Buskowski, yes I do!!