baby i'm bad news
i was told today that i never do this as much as i should, so i am going to try to make this a priority from now on.
Today wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. getting up thinking about joe wasn't good for the soul so i decided to lay it all to rest tonight, but once again i fell short and can't face to call him. i wish i didnt have to ever hear his voice again but thanks to our loving families i get to spend 6 days with him for a serene vcay come the 24.
Besides me realizing that i never want to love another for the rest of my life, some asshole backed into my car and totally ruined by bumper thingy so now iam driving around looking like the crappiest driver ever with it almost hanging off and all. and i know it will be in the shop all summer getting fixed and it will never see the light of day till next semester.
and i think a good friend is made at me, though i may never get mad at people but last night for no reason i just simply lashed out at him due to the fact i wasnt all together because i just felt hart-ache like no other before, but that should still never be an excuse and so i apologized but i have yet to hear back.
seriously i hate this pity streak iam on. it stops here, it stops tonight.
Today wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. getting up thinking about joe wasn't good for the soul so i decided to lay it all to rest tonight, but once again i fell short and can't face to call him. i wish i didnt have to ever hear his voice again but thanks to our loving families i get to spend 6 days with him for a serene vcay come the 24.
Besides me realizing that i never want to love another for the rest of my life, some asshole backed into my car and totally ruined by bumper thingy so now iam driving around looking like the crappiest driver ever with it almost hanging off and all. and i know it will be in the shop all summer getting fixed and it will never see the light of day till next semester.
and i think a good friend is made at me, though i may never get mad at people but last night for no reason i just simply lashed out at him due to the fact i wasnt all together because i just felt hart-ache like no other before, but that should still never be an excuse and so i apologized but i have yet to hear back.
seriously i hate this pity streak iam on. it stops here, it stops tonight.