Love to hate, hate to me
A friend invited me and a few other people to hang out tomorrow but I don't know if I wanna go. Sometimes I just want to stay home, where it's more comfortable and I can walk around naked...JK..I don't walk around naked...does that mean I'm not comfortable...with myself? I just don't walk around naked. I'd feel stupid. I don't know WHY. I never know WHY...I want answers! :(
I hate over analyzing situations, and that's what I always, always do. I should stop, but I can't. Just like up there with the whole walking around naked thing...I should just be able to say "I can't walk around naked." and that's it! No more!!!! But yeah...
I need job suggestions...I can't think of anything...I was thinking of something to do with music...cuz well, music is my LIFE...EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...MUSIC...It's just an great way to communicate and express yourself. I don't write my own stuff yet, but if listening to things other people wrote makes me feel this good, I can't imagine what it would be like to actually step on stage and perform something I wrote. I hope that'll happen someday. I just don't know if I'm creative enough to write a song...
I got a 120 on an IQ test that I took on emode. It says I have superior mathematical skills and spatial reasoning...which I find extremely LAME. I don't wanna be that. Maths is just annoying and spatial??? No thanks...that's like...space...dimensions...3-D...2-D? Nope, I'll pass...
I found my old red power ranger action figure. It's awesome. It might as well be the most valuable thing I own (to me, that is...). Sure, I was teased for liking the Power Rangers when I moved back to Brazil but that didn't affect me at all...in the long-term, because yeah...an 8 year old doesn't take teasing easily...I had the backpack, lunchbox, everything...and ninja turtles too...bed sheets...towel...you name it. I still have Aladdin bed sheets hah :P
Now...one band you'll see A LOT of on my journal is Midtown...those guys are just the best. Their songs have helped me through a lot of tough times...Here's a little taste, just for you of course ;) -
"Regrets are worthless; they misconstrue the past in sight and sound. And as lines recede, no one speaks a word of his lust, a word of dreams that are left to rust. The TV's on and everyone stays calm...Regrets are worthless; the time that's passed, no one understands. And to say the least, the years have been unfair. I wanted to tell you I miss it. I just wanna let you know, the last year has helped me grow. I wanna take you on the road. Where we go I'll never know. Will you come along? It's easier where nowhere feels like home..." - Midtown "No place feels like home"
That's one of their slower songs...I didn't feel like typing up the one's where Gabe sings a bit faster, heh...lazy...SO WHAT?!?!?! I have every right to be you know. After 3 weeks of exams and a lot of studying (*cough*).......
I hate over analyzing situations, and that's what I always, always do. I should stop, but I can't. Just like up there with the whole walking around naked thing...I should just be able to say "I can't walk around naked." and that's it! No more!!!! But yeah...
I need job suggestions...I can't think of anything...I was thinking of something to do with music...cuz well, music is my LIFE...EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...MUSIC...It's just an great way to communicate and express yourself. I don't write my own stuff yet, but if listening to things other people wrote makes me feel this good, I can't imagine what it would be like to actually step on stage and perform something I wrote. I hope that'll happen someday. I just don't know if I'm creative enough to write a song...
I got a 120 on an IQ test that I took on emode. It says I have superior mathematical skills and spatial reasoning...which I find extremely LAME. I don't wanna be that. Maths is just annoying and spatial??? No thanks...that's like...space...dimensions...3-D...2-D? Nope, I'll pass...
I found my old red power ranger action figure. It's awesome. It might as well be the most valuable thing I own (to me, that is...). Sure, I was teased for liking the Power Rangers when I moved back to Brazil but that didn't affect me at all...in the long-term, because yeah...an 8 year old doesn't take teasing easily...I had the backpack, lunchbox, everything...and ninja turtles too...bed sheets...towel...you name it. I still have Aladdin bed sheets hah :P
Now...one band you'll see A LOT of on my journal is Midtown...those guys are just the best. Their songs have helped me through a lot of tough times...Here's a little taste, just for you of course ;) -
"Regrets are worthless; they misconstrue the past in sight and sound. And as lines recede, no one speaks a word of his lust, a word of dreams that are left to rust. The TV's on and everyone stays calm...Regrets are worthless; the time that's passed, no one understands. And to say the least, the years have been unfair. I wanted to tell you I miss it. I just wanna let you know, the last year has helped me grow. I wanna take you on the road. Where we go I'll never know. Will you come along? It's easier where nowhere feels like home..." - Midtown "No place feels like home"
That's one of their slower songs...I didn't feel like typing up the one's where Gabe sings a bit faster, heh...lazy...SO WHAT?!?!?! I have every right to be you know. After 3 weeks of exams and a lot of studying (*cough*).......