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I'm taking a small break from writing my stupid 1000 words for English .. even though I've only got .. 72 words so far .. and that's only for the first paragraph. Oh well..
I got to school 15 minutes before my portuguese lesson ended and I was going to say hi to Sam .. but she didn't even look my way, and she didn't say anything .. so I just shrugged it off .. then I sat there ..and still nothing, so I asked everyone if there was something wrong, and they all said no .. then I said oh, but sam is really quiet .. and she said .. i'm working .. so I was like .. okay. Turns out that for SOME reason she's mad at me, Mariana and Helena for going to the concert o.o I don't know .. I think that's it .. I don't even KNOW what the fuck is going on .. she chose not to get the tickets in time, so she didn't get the tickets .. how is that our fault? Everyone's been saying .. "ohh you didn't invite us .." uhhh, SINCE WHEN DO YOU HAVE TO BEI NVITED TO GO TO A CONCERT?? I don't get it .. Ugh. So she ignored us the whole day, and I chose to just .. not be bothered, because it's so fucking stupid .. then at the end of the day, when we were packing up after Biology I said bye to her, and she said bye back .. then I was about to walk out the door but I turned around and asked what the hell was going on because i had no idea what i did wrong .. and she's like .. oh, you didnt? .. you guys get back and suddenly you're all nice .. and I was like o.o HOW WERE WE NOT NICE BEFORE??? WTF?? ..so I told her that we didn't do anything wrong and I just walked off .. ugh. This kind of stuff just .. frustrates me o.o
I'm going to California with Lyssa and Chloe
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Ever since I was young
your word is the word that always won.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call I'd rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
So I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was
the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it out and stick around.
I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do
I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself
Sink through your skin to your blood cells
remove whatever makes you hurt
but I am too weak to be your cure.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was
the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it out and stick around.
I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I
I got to school 15 minutes before my portuguese lesson ended and I was going to say hi to Sam .. but she didn't even look my way, and she didn't say anything .. so I just shrugged it off .. then I sat there ..and still nothing, so I asked everyone if there was something wrong, and they all said no .. then I said oh, but sam is really quiet .. and she said .. i'm working .. so I was like .. okay. Turns out that for SOME reason she's mad at me, Mariana and Helena for going to the concert o.o I don't know .. I think that's it .. I don't even KNOW what the fuck is going on .. she chose not to get the tickets in time, so she didn't get the tickets .. how is that our fault? Everyone's been saying .. "ohh you didn't invite us .." uhhh, SINCE WHEN DO YOU HAVE TO BEI NVITED TO GO TO A CONCERT?? I don't get it .. Ugh. So she ignored us the whole day, and I chose to just .. not be bothered, because it's so fucking stupid .. then at the end of the day, when we were packing up after Biology I said bye to her, and she said bye back .. then I was about to walk out the door but I turned around and asked what the hell was going on because i had no idea what i did wrong .. and she's like .. oh, you didnt? .. you guys get back and suddenly you're all nice .. and I was like o.o HOW WERE WE NOT NICE BEFORE??? WTF?? ..so I told her that we didn't do anything wrong and I just walked off .. ugh. This kind of stuff just .. frustrates me o.o
I'm going to California with Lyssa and Chloe
---
Ever since I was young
your word is the word that always won.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call I'd rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
So I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was
the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it out and stick around.
I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do
I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself
Sink through your skin to your blood cells
remove whatever makes you hurt
but I am too weak to be your cure.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was
the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it out and stick around.
I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I