I'm going to tell you exactly what I think of you.
Lately i've been..hmm....iffy. I think i'm too jaded to know what my true feelings are now. It annoys the hell out of me. I feel so...hmm...awkward, unknowing. I have no idea what to do....Anyways, i'm bored so i'm going to tell some people exactly what I think of you. If you're not in here then thats good for you, because you probably dont want to know what I think about you anyways. We shall start with my best friend:
Holly
"Friends forever till the end, i'll ride with you my dear friend..."
Song that reminds me of you: Head Strong by Trapt (Why?: Because its your theme song.)
"Circling your, circling your, circling your head,
Contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth, I got doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out
See you later
I see your fantasy, You want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, Inside of our heads (yeah)
Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide
[Chorus:]
Back off I’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong we’re Headstrong
Back off I’ll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong
I can’t give everything away
I won’t give everything away..."
What I think of you exactly: I think you're a cool chick. Of course I do, you're my best friend. And the truth is what comes along with best friends is, you're the one person that can hurt me the most. You have gotten me mad a few times and knowing my history with best friends stabbing me in the back i've come to some conclusions. I'm sorry for that, though there has been some things that you have done directly and they have seemed...hmm....two faced. Sorry to say but i'm being super truthful right now. In the end I really like you and there is no one in the whole world i'd rather go to hell and back with!
Song to You: Memory by Megean McBride(Me o.o)
"In the end,
I'll remember the times we shared,
And in my bed,
I lay awake and stare,
With me there is what I wish,
To remember the wiskey and the fish,
Friends for ever till the end,
And sure we'll stay my dear friend,
A memory of years on end,
I'll remember you my dear friend,
The summer was my favorite memory,
Thats what we shared you and me,
And I know you'll make fun of me for this sappy song,
The night we rocked all night long,
Friends for ever till the end,
And sure we'll stay my dear friend,
A memory of years on end,
I'll remember you my dear friend."
Mikel
"Why do the good girls always want the bad boys?"
Song that reminds me of you: Harder to Breath by Maroon 5(Why?: Because that's how I felt about you for awhile.)
"How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I'm walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe..."
What I think of you: I think you're a very confused boy. I mean, you're smart, funny, and usually I can have a great conversation with you. But you can just be a big butthead sometimes! I use to have the hugest crush on you. I mean, I was madly in love. And you where very mean about it. Afterwards you said it was never your fault about anything. The truth is you can't help that I felt that way but you could have been a little more...hmm...nice. Now, I dont like you in that way all that much. The truth is we might make a good couple, I dont know. But I dont truely think we'll ever get together and if we do I wouldn't want to have a break up as bad as I think it would be. So none of it would probably start. And i'm fine with that. But it doesn't take away from the fact that I get hurt when you make comments about you liking Holly and such. In some sense i'm intimidated by her because I know she's more beautiful than I am and she's smarter and she has more of what guys want and I dont. I've come to terms that she's better than me. But the comments you've made in the past piss me off and frankly make me a bit depressed. In the end, I do like you and care for you and if you ever needed help i'd ride my bike down there or find some way to help you. Just because I concider you a dear friend. I only wish you the best of happiness and for all your dreams and hopes in life to come true. And though there have been bumps in the road no matter what i'll be there.
Song To You: Bathwater by No Doubt:
"You and your museum of lovers
The precious collection you've housed in your covers
My simpleness threatened by my own admission
And the bags are much too heavy
In my insecure condition
My pregnant mind is fat full with envy again
But I still love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man
Wanted and adored by attractive women
Bountiful selection at your discretion
I know I'm diving into my own destruction
So why do we choose the boys that are naughty?
I don't fit in so why do you want me?
And I know I can't tame you...but I just keep trying
'Cause I love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I'm on your list with all your other women
But I still love to wash in your old bathwater
You make me feel like I couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man
Why do the good girls always want the bad boys?
So I pacify problems with kisses and cuddles
Diligently doubtful through all kinds of trouble
Then I find myself choking on all my contradictions
'Cause I still love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
Share a toothbrush...you're my kind of man
I still love to wash in your old bathwater
Make me feel like I couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man
No I can't help myself
I can't help myself
I still love to wash in your old bathwater."
Wes
"Confused is my heart, A crush on the cart of freedom.."
Song that reminds me of you: Secret by Maroon Five(Why?: Because I say so. o.o bitch)
"Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
Off we go
Some conversation
No contemplation
Hit the road
Car overheats
Jump out of my seat
On the side of the highway baby
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don't ever let go Oh No
[Chorus:]
I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it
Oh No they can't"
What I think of you: I think you're an utterly gorgeous, funny, smart guy. And the truth is I have the hugest crush on you. Having that said, we have a big age difference. Though i've always been one for dating older guys, you frankly confuse me. You send way to many different signals at once. Though you are very fun to hang out with.
Song to you: Crush by Mandy Moore
"You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush..."
Aaron
"And with the tear in my eye gave me the sweatest goobye, that I ever did recieve.."
Song that reminds me of you: She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5(Why?: Because once you said it was from you to me. And I thought It was the sweatest thing anyone had ever did. And after we broke up it became popular and taunted the hell out of me...)"
"Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved.."
What I think about you: I fucking hate you. No just kidding. lol. The truth is I think you're a cool guy. You piss me off alot and you've hurt me alot in the past. And even know you do continue to say certain comments that frankly hurt me. I do click with you though, and I find you're a really cool guy. But...the truth is I sort of some how wish I didn't meet you. I know i've grown alot since and because i've met you, but I somehow wish I didn't meet or talk or be "with" you ever. I know it may seem harsh but it's the dead truth. I may bare some sort of malice and yet love toward you. It's...hmm....confusing.....But what ever. I'm to the point where i'm starting not to care at all. I want you in some weird way and then again I dont want you. But in the end I only wish you happiness.
Song to You: Dreams by The Corrs
"Now here you go again, you say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down
It's only right that you should play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
Yeah, thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Yeah, women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you'll know, you'll know...
Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
Well It's only me that wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell
Dreams of loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
(Drives you mad,) and what you lost, (remember what you had)
Thunder only happens when it's raining
(Thunder only happens when it's...)
Players only love you when they're playing
(Players only love you when they're...)
Yeah, women they will come and they will go, (they will go...)
When the rain washes you clean you'll know...
Yeah, thunder only happens when it's raining
(Thunder only happens when it's...)
Players only love you when they're playing
(Players only love you when they're...)
Yeah, women they will come and they will go, (they will go...)
When the rain washes you clean you'll know...
You'll know, (the heartbeat drives you mad,) you'll know, (remember what you had)
You'll know..."
Michael
"If it never end then when do we start? I'll never treat you unkind, or leave you behind..."
Song that reminds me of you: Memory by Sugarcult(Why?: Because you said it was from me to you once. That and it's your theme song.)
"This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same."
What I think of you: I think you're a very cool guy. In some sense I like you more than a friend and in others i'd like to stay friends. It's kind of the thrill of the chase. I do like you alot, but i'm thinking your feelings for me are different. And plus, I like just chattin' with you.
Song to you: Unpredictable by Skye Sweetnam
"When everyday is the same old routine
People change it up and you've been nice to me
I don't like to blend in with the croud
I don't like to be quite I like it loud
I'm spontaneous, delirious and all between
Live like there's no tomorrow
Know what I mean
I hate when things are simple and so plain
Don't wanna be the same
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tame
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I can't stand to be understandable
I can't control that I am uncontrolable
Don't be so uptight
Just let it go
Do the unexpected or you'll never know
I hate when things are simple and so plain
Don't wanna be the same
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tam
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
(Don't wanna be the same)
(Don't wanna be tame)
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tame
And I hate when things are boring and undamed
Cause I don't, I don't, I don't want it to be the same
I hate when things are simple and so plain
Don't wanna be the same
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable
I like when things are crazy and insane
Don't wanna be tame
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable"
Collin
"Dont want to close my eyes, dont want to fall asleep cause I miss you baby and I dont want to miss a thing..."
Song that reminds me of you: Heart of Glass by Skye Sweetnam(Why?: Because...)
"Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind
Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Mucho mistrust, love's gone behind
In between
What I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you it's just no good
You teasing like you do"
What I think of you: I like you to say the least. I love the chats we have. I know we've gone out a billion times and you still want another relationship. But the truth is I dont know if I should....I'm not good for you. You need someone that'll be there for you every day and be there to mend your wounds and to take care of you. I can't do that. I wish I could but I cant. And some how I do doubt that you truely love me or know what true love feels like. You cant even name little quirks I have that you like. When you love someone you love them for not only the outside picture but for the brutal details...
Song to You: Tangled by Maroon 5
"I'm full of regret
For all things that I've done and said
And I don't know if it'll ever be ok to show
My face 'round here
Sometimes I wonder if I disappear
Would you ever turn your head and look
See if I'm gone
Cause I fear
There is nothing left to say to you
That you wanna hear
That you wanna know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful
Your just innocent
A helpless victim of a spider's web
And I'm an insect
Goin after anything that I can get
So you better turn your head and run
And don't look back
Cause I fear
There is nothing left to say
To you
That you wanna hear
That you wanna know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful
[x2]
And I've done you so wrong
Treated you bad
Strung you along
Oh shame on myself
I don't know how I got so tangled up"
I'm too tired to finish now, i'll do the rest later. Goodbye.