'Leb dein Leben, wie eine Party, Geh nicht Waehlen, trag Ed Hardy.' No. Not really.
I was just accused of having an evil sense of humor. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Is it even true?
...I guess so. At least I have a sense of humor.
I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep. I just got off the phone with a friend and now I'm kind of pissed off because I always get the feeling that somehow (not really on purpose but still) she tries to make me feel, well not exactly inadequate but not as good as she is.
Because she's in the 'scene' and an 'artist' and she has 'live experience' and aaaaah, it just makes me angry because unlike her I
a.) actually have my life set up
b.) don't actually care about the 'scene'
or any scene really because I don't want to fit in with people who won't accept me because I don't dress alternative and don't play an instrument. Actually I don't want to fit in with anyone because that would mean adapting to a certain picture, which I don't want to do. I'm contrary like that.
Not that I am this spectacularly different or anything, at least not from the way I look. I like to think that I am different in the way I think (hey I believe in honesty and integrity, which my brother informed me, are totally outdated) but we all flatter ourselves don't we?