`*-; This is my house, and there will be no circus in my courtroom!!!
`*-; So yeah, I know. No one really reads this anymore. I guess that's why it's good for getting out frustrations that you think aren't worth reading. I'd post this on my myspace but I'm attempting to be mildly discreet. Something that normally, I wouldn't do if given the oppurtunity.
It's just that, I'm in this really awkward position. My best friend, who I love with all my heart is (in my opinion) about to make one of the biggest mistakes ever and somehow end up really hurt in the end. I want to do everything to prevent that from happening but I CAN'T. It's not RIGHT for me to tell her NOT to do something. What kind of person would that make me? It kind of bothers me though that she can't see it like I do. It's like not even remotely in her view. I don't care. It's just that I'm so afraid she's going to get REALLY hurt. Not just brokenhearted, but downtrodden and trampled on. This guy she's considering... God, I think he's so dirty and vile and disgusting.
If you only knew. *sighs* I hate him. I hate him so much that I just want five minutes alone with him. Five minutes in ONE room with him, five minutes.
Five minutes.
*sigh* That's it, really. I won't touch him. I won't physically harm him even remotely. I swear I won't. But I can't say that I'd be utterly silent, either. I just want to talk to him.
*sighs* She might think that I'm doing this to be an asshole but I'm just being overprotective. She might think that he's being sweet, or trying to be a better person but I don't care. You do NOT fuck with my friends and expect to get away with it.
Much less, you do NOT EVER fuck with someone who I consider to be more FAMILY thank FRIEND at ALL, EVER - and expect to live sane for the rest of your life.
He asked her to explain it to me, and I would understand?
Note to Matt:
If you value yourself at all you will NEVER come within ANY PROXIMITY OF ME EVER AGAIN, except for the five minutes I ask of you.
I cannot believe that you would have the motherfucking AUDACITY to come into MY house, meet me for the FIRST time. Say "Hi" to me, DONT EVEN TALK TO ME; take my friend into MY BEDROOM oh, or BATHROOM, and try to get yourself a little 'something'. I can not believe you had the nerve to bring your vile ass into my home and even THINK about doing ANYTHING within ANY AREA OR VICINITY OF MY HOME AT ALL.
Matt, If you ever- EVER EVER EVER EVER fuck with me. EVER. AGAIN... I will fucking have it out with you.
I am NOT afraid of you. I am NOT afraid to scream, yell, and or otherwise TEAR YOU TO SHREDS VIA SYNTAX.
I am NOT afraid.
Don't you EVER show your face, don't you EVER let me hear your voice. DON'T YOU EVER PROVOKE ME. EVER.
I'm not planning on hurting you, but I am WICKED when I get angry. And I fucking DARE YOU.
Yeah I motherfucking DARE you, you son of a FUCKING BITCH to HURT HER.
I FUCKING DARE YOU TO HURT HER.
I FUCKING DARE YOU.
HURT HER.
GO AHEAD MATT.
BREAK HER FUCKING HEART.
And...
I'll break your fucking arms.
And if you don't give her EVERY MOTHERFUCKING OUNCE OF LOVE, SINCERITY, HONESTY, TRUTH, COMPLIMENTS, AND TRUTH SHE DESERVES... You'll be fucking hearing from me.
Be good to that girl because she is one of the most intelligent, beautiful people I know. And even if you don't have a future, she most DEFINITELY does.
DO NOT hinder her from her excellence in ANY WAY.
You better fucking be good to her.
And you WILL be good to her unless you want to deal with me.
You don't even DESERVE another chance.
As far as I'm concerned, you didn't deserve one in the first place.
Do NOT fuck this one up.
Because SHE might be giving you a change to redeem yourself-
But I won't EVER allow you that pleasure. Ever.
xo- KaylaMarie.
It's just that, I'm in this really awkward position. My best friend, who I love with all my heart is (in my opinion) about to make one of the biggest mistakes ever and somehow end up really hurt in the end. I want to do everything to prevent that from happening but I CAN'T. It's not RIGHT for me to tell her NOT to do something. What kind of person would that make me? It kind of bothers me though that she can't see it like I do. It's like not even remotely in her view. I don't care. It's just that I'm so afraid she's going to get REALLY hurt. Not just brokenhearted, but downtrodden and trampled on. This guy she's considering... God, I think he's so dirty and vile and disgusting.
If you only knew. *sighs* I hate him. I hate him so much that I just want five minutes alone with him. Five minutes in ONE room with him, five minutes.
Five minutes.
*sigh* That's it, really. I won't touch him. I won't physically harm him even remotely. I swear I won't. But I can't say that I'd be utterly silent, either. I just want to talk to him.
*sighs* She might think that I'm doing this to be an asshole but I'm just being overprotective. She might think that he's being sweet, or trying to be a better person but I don't care. You do NOT fuck with my friends and expect to get away with it.
Much less, you do NOT EVER fuck with someone who I consider to be more FAMILY thank FRIEND at ALL, EVER - and expect to live sane for the rest of your life.
He asked her to explain it to me, and I would understand?
Note to Matt:
If you value yourself at all you will NEVER come within ANY PROXIMITY OF ME EVER AGAIN, except for the five minutes I ask of you.
I cannot believe that you would have the motherfucking AUDACITY to come into MY house, meet me for the FIRST time. Say "Hi" to me, DONT EVEN TALK TO ME; take my friend into MY BEDROOM oh, or BATHROOM, and try to get yourself a little 'something'. I can not believe you had the nerve to bring your vile ass into my home and even THINK about doing ANYTHING within ANY AREA OR VICINITY OF MY HOME AT ALL.
Matt, If you ever- EVER EVER EVER EVER fuck with me. EVER. AGAIN... I will fucking have it out with you.
I am NOT afraid of you. I am NOT afraid to scream, yell, and or otherwise TEAR YOU TO SHREDS VIA SYNTAX.
I am NOT afraid.
Don't you EVER show your face, don't you EVER let me hear your voice. DON'T YOU EVER PROVOKE ME. EVER.
I'm not planning on hurting you, but I am WICKED when I get angry. And I fucking DARE YOU.
Yeah I motherfucking DARE you, you son of a FUCKING BITCH to HURT HER.
I FUCKING DARE YOU TO HURT HER.
I FUCKING DARE YOU.
HURT HER.
GO AHEAD MATT.
BREAK HER FUCKING HEART.
And...
I'll break your fucking arms.
And if you don't give her EVERY MOTHERFUCKING OUNCE OF LOVE, SINCERITY, HONESTY, TRUTH, COMPLIMENTS, AND TRUTH SHE DESERVES... You'll be fucking hearing from me.
Be good to that girl because she is one of the most intelligent, beautiful people I know. And even if you don't have a future, she most DEFINITELY does.
DO NOT hinder her from her excellence in ANY WAY.
You better fucking be good to her.
And you WILL be good to her unless you want to deal with me.
You don't even DESERVE another chance.
As far as I'm concerned, you didn't deserve one in the first place.
Do NOT fuck this one up.
Because SHE might be giving you a change to redeem yourself-
But I won't EVER allow you that pleasure. Ever.
xo- KaylaMarie.