an ode to my roommate...

[theartistwithin]

The only way, I could be mad,
Is if my suffering out ways your bliss.
I want you to be happy, to love,
I want you to know this.

I love you so much it hurts,
So much it makes me cry.
A weighty giant on my chest,
Sometimes I want to die.

All good things must come to an end,

goodbye my friend.

Just live your life,
I love you, don’t think I don’t.
I just couldn’t see you, in your sleep,
Cry for me, when I won’t.

Just give me time, I’ll learn to deal,
Just give me space to breathe.
I’ll take your suff’ring, upon myself,
I just want you to live.

All good things must come to an end,

goodbye my friend.

I’m not sad, I’m not angry,
I trust in him, to get me through,
I’m nothing but in pain, I pray:
“Jesus, I trust in you”

I just need to leave this place,
you know I don’t belong,
I could make due, Just for you,
But you, now you’re gone.

All good things must come to an end,

goodbye my friend.

Goodbye, my friend,
My roomie, and my sister,
My only companion,
My love, my skin and blister.

All good things must come to an end,

goodbye my friend.