Jun 17, 2005 13:31
yeah. so much is going on lately. I graduted from highschool and after 12 years of education i can honestly say "it's like so what?" i am ready to move on i will miss my friends hard core but i'm ready for college, ready to finally be challenged, and ready to finally meet someone who suits me. i am so sick of settling with guys. i won't allow it anymore. CHRISTOHER-mistake of my life. I can't get rid of him he won't allow it. i told him i now have a boyfriend(i don't by the way) still didn't phase him. what is so great about me anyway? he's crazy. there is one guy for me at thins momnet and he is in south africa. i realized that every person i've met since he left has been an attempt to replace him, but i can't replace my perfect match. no one can. i miss him. i suppose i will miss everyone come august. why is life unfair? i look at people like alli who get everything they could possibly need or want and still aren't satisfied. maybe no one is ever satisfied, or maybe true satisfaction comes only by knowing that no one is ever truely satisfied. i guess i'm not the judge, but it's just an observation.
peace,
kim