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Well, in new news...I have a boyfriend now. He's great! (And he says he loves me :) )
Only one problem...ME. I can't get over this shitty feeling I have that I am gonna somehow fuck it all up. Either that or that I am somehow not enough of a woman to keep him. I hate that he has so many friends that a female because I know they all like him. It fucks with my head and I can't stand it. I should not be as jealous as I am but damn I have had so much trouble in the past that I can't help but wonder how things will be with him. I do trust him but I dunno...I just can't take another heartbreak. Anywhoo...I'm gonna jet of this thing to spend some time with him but I wanted to let you all know about him and I needed to get all that off my chest so manybe just maybe I will feel better.
Only one problem...ME. I can't get over this shitty feeling I have that I am gonna somehow fuck it all up. Either that or that I am somehow not enough of a woman to keep him. I hate that he has so many friends that a female because I know they all like him. It fucks with my head and I can't stand it. I should not be as jealous as I am but damn I have had so much trouble in the past that I can't help but wonder how things will be with him. I do trust him but I dunno...I just can't take another heartbreak. Anywhoo...I'm gonna jet of this thing to spend some time with him but I wanted to let you all know about him and I needed to get all that off my chest so manybe just maybe I will feel better.