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don't you love when its around 1:30, youre all alone, and the world just seems vast beyond comprehension? im not trying to be all philosophical, but everything in the world seems so large and uncaring. even the people around me are like that. no one truly cares about one another. it makes me feel empty and alone. i yearn for something and i dont even know what it is. it puts my stomach in knots and i have no idea how to find the cure. probably a nights rest to get back to my numb life. when i live everyday life, i become distracted from the reality of the world. its times like this that i can sit back, without distraction, and wake up from the stupor of routine. though im not sure which i like better. everyday life on autopilot, or moments of painful enlightenment. whatever, im gonna stop. if a random person read this, theyd probably think i was some kind of pretentious, emo kid. but im honestly not.