willie nelson

Nov 09, 2009 11:01

I wish I knew just what to say in here. I wish I was overflowing with creative thought. I wish it were possible for me to plan out what to tell my listeners and have some sort of reply back to your comments on what I say. I wish I had something to say on posts of others.
I wish it wasn't so hard for me to write something these days.

It's probably tied with the fact that I have absolutely no desire to read anything anymore; furthermore, no dedication to finish what I started. It is odd to say the least because literature used to be my life's passion, now I can't bring myself to even finish a Vonnegut.
I don't really know what to do. I don't really know what to say.
I go back and read my other writings and recognize I was a clever girl; and now I'm this strange lady with a head full of cheese. I feel there is absolutely nothing I can do, I'm afraid.

But I am kind of happy that the dishwasher makes noises like a submarine radar.
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