May 01, 2006 00:04
I am just SO incredibly frustrated with myself.
I have a decent sized research project to do. It's a bibliography of works on an author. Its due Tuesday and I haven't started.
I don't think this will be a big deal to do, but I'm probably wrong.
I think I can probably get this done in a reasonable timeframe, but I'm probably very far off about that.
I also have a major design project to work on, and I'm not only unsure what my professor wants, I cant ask because I'm out of time thanks to my procrastinating.
I have a performance in 2 weeks that Im not ready for and I feel like my partner does not care at all.
I NEED to stop doing this to myself.
Yes, I have one more year of school, but then it is the real world. In some ways, I'm looking forward to that. If I JUST had the scene, or JUST had the design work, or JUST had the bibliography project, I think I'd be ok. But I don't. I have those three. And a Dance final coming up. And a final in a class I don't go to very often.
And it's all just hitting me now.
So this isn't one of my usual write ups. This isn't me voicing my opinion about something or sharing something with everyone.
This is a call for help.
I know this is all my fault, and I'm not asking anyone to help me in that regard, because I know I'm to blame. I'm asking for advice on how I can keep myself focused. I accept that tomorrow will be hell, and once I get past Tuesday, I'll be alright for a bit, but I need advice on how I can keep myself motivated and focused on work.
So please guys, you all go through the same kind of workloads. How do you handle it? How do you keep yourselves going?
Thanks/