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today, i am sad.
and nobody cares. when they do, things don't turn out like they should.
i just wanted confirmation or validation about some specific things in my life. and when it seemed that it was about to happen, all hopes are destroyed. i can't explain. it's some sort of need for extra reassurance. and it's not there.
fuck.
so now i'm selfish and stupid. and i hate that even more.
and nobody cares. when they do, things don't turn out like they should.
i just wanted confirmation or validation about some specific things in my life. and when it seemed that it was about to happen, all hopes are destroyed. i can't explain. it's some sort of need for extra reassurance. and it's not there.
fuck.
so now i'm selfish and stupid. and i hate that even more.