Motivation......I don't know where it is......
I totally said that today and yesturday I'd come home from my test and do an hour of Drawing and an hour of writing as my meds wear off....but both time I've found myself coming home and hopping on the comp instead. And not just to peek at my messages. No, i gotta stay on for a while doing.....Nothing....I hate that. I spend most of my time on the computer just going on my sites, checking for messages while playing music on Youtube(either the exact same video or having them randomly play). Sometimes, I'll get away from Firefox and work on something....but this is the exact thing that kept my summer last year from being as productive as it could've been....I really gotta make a change....Like not just getting away from Firefox to work on a picture or AMV, but like go outside for some time... Not to today, since it rained but like, if tomorrow's nice....What else.......Oh yeah, deviantArt....I'm not going to mention much beyond this, but I read one'a the people i watch's journal the other day and she mentioned something about people coming to her page because of her MH arts......And it made me think. I've had three accounts on DevArt. One, i started like....four years ago when I was still a huge Naruto fan. The second i started a little while before making my Monster High one. Now, the one with all my Naruto fan arts, still has the most views, even there's only a few watchers. Eventually, I'm going to close that account......The second one, is mostly my independent stuff. I'm proud to say it has almost as many views as my Monster High account. Which, hopefully means that people like my work for more than just the fact it's fan art of stuff they like too....I'll be really happy when one of my hand drawn pics gets more views than a simple photo of my Ula D doll. ^^;