I just feel bad and yet....
So this week is one that my mom is staying home from work. On it's own, that info sucks....Just cause how my mom is....But the real bad part is....Later today/Tuesday my mom and older sister are going to a local beach with my nephew and would like me to come along and this Friday both my parents, sis and nephew are going to a theme park not to far from here.......My sister wants me to come along.....And a lot of it is so I can watch my little nephew.....But i honestly would rather not......nothing against anyone, I just don't care for being the one who always has to run after my nephew....I'm lucky that with the little daily excessive I get I can still keep up with him the way I do.....But anyways, I love my nephew and all it's just, I don't want to run after him all the time and....I would like to spend time with just my parents.....Even with my mom i do enjoy going places with them.....Oh well...I feel bad for not wanting to go to the beach or the theme park but I guess I shouldn't worry too much.....My sister won't be mad at me for too long, hopefully.....