To the someone just for me
To "The Someone Just for Me",
You are out there right?? Some where in this big wide world you must be real. Are you out there looking for me as much as I am looking for you?? Do you share in my sadness that we have yet to find each other???
What's going in your mind right now, what are you thinking about?? I'm thinking about how I would love nothing more than to just be able to extend my hand and you are there, or to pull you ontop of me whereever i happen to be sitting or laying. To wake up in my huge bed and tp see you asleep on the other side and know that you aren't a dream, but I would watch you sleep that borders sometimes on the creepy, knowing me I would just plant my lips on yours wane wake you up like that, would you like that?? I want to play same video and computer games with you that I play by my lonesome. I want to cuddle with you as we watch movies like FightClub and End of Evangelion, you know movies couples don't really cuddle with. And as we watch them make up stupid drinking games with you, that only we get. Then playfully and some times drunkenly fbitch over what we were going to watch next. I thinking how I would always make you laugh yet mad sure i was serious at the same while all around loving you. If we could go play minigolf together or just sit on a love seat on my pourch and watch the rain fall. Hpw I would always whisper romantic and some times naughty things into your ear just to see your expression.
What would I want out of you...First that you love anime and videos games as much as me, myabe not all the same but alot of the same titles. That I am a smartass, and sometimes i don't know if what I am saying hurts or not, but I would need you to tell me that i hurt you, so I could apologize and all of that would go the same for me huge ego, if that hurt you as well..i would also apologize. To know that I may not be the most classicly romantic guy, but I try to be loving and passionate in my own ways, my heart is in the right place. That even if we are being romanic and cuddleing, I still might rub your butt, then smile a soft yet goofy smile then say,"sorry baby". That I am going to want sex at least 2 times a day, weither we are doing a master/sub thing is up to you, if you don't like it then that is fine, but I so want to us my fuzzy handcuffs on you. I also want you to know, that I will never cheat on you and never stray, if I am with you you are the only girl that matters, just as I would expect the same if I am with you.
Also I would want you to know, that not all my thoughs flow fluidly, I think in non segways, but if you are my "someone just for me" you would be able to follow my thoughts. I also know that this isn't a complete list of thoughts, but more of a soild foundation for us to build upon, I believe the rest we can figure out as we go along, am I right??
So lastly, to my "someone just for me" I hope that while crusing the internet you stumble accross this and know that I am looking for you, and hope you are looking for me.
To my unknown "some one just for me".... I love you.
Zak