A SIGN OF WEAKNESS
a thousand, nine-hundred and eleven words of pure angst for naomi (onceuponataem).
kai-centric (feat. sulli, taemin and mentions of krystal)
// this is a companion or sequel fic to " a belief in vision". you're welcome. //
( Kai thinks that he never meant for things to change. )
like naomi mentioned at the end of a belief in vision i thought jongin would have moved on somehow but as expected it's not that simple. the thing about death is you don't get a second chance. it could have been easier if soojung was still alive - he could try harder and even if it still doesn't work her rejection could have given him a proper closure. but death is like running out of time. he can't try harder because she's not there anymore so instead he just lets all the what ifs and the what could have beens haunt him. and what makes it even more worse is that taemin manages to move on, so as much as jongin knows taemin has the right to do that he can't get over the bitterness. plus taemin has jinri who is a great help while jongin has no one. well yes he has taemin but i guess it's not the same? and jinri being there just by taemin's side, not his, reminds him of soojung all the more.
it's just so sad that jongin, too, fell in love with soojung but he let her go for the sake of his best friend. it's not something that anyone can do. but then things didn't work out between them, and on top of that she died partly because of taemin. it's like although jongin knows that taemin suffers too, he can only put the blame on taemin out of anger and frustration because things could have been entirely different if soojung was with him. he let her go and literally lost her forever and that just shattered my heart
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