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well. that's it...sam's gone. she left. im not stupid. i know she was crying...
and i know holli was crying even though she was trying to hide it from me. i'm proud of myself though. i didn't.
regardless. i still felt like it. i still do. she's gone. i know im going to see her again in a couple months but, it's not the same. i just have to hope that these next few months go by really fast so next summer can just be here and i can leave this dumb shit hole of a town.
and i know holli was crying even though she was trying to hide it from me. i'm proud of myself though. i didn't.
regardless. i still felt like it. i still do. she's gone. i know im going to see her again in a couple months but, it's not the same. i just have to hope that these next few months go by really fast so next summer can just be here and i can leave this dumb shit hole of a town.