or as i like to call them...relationshits.
ahhh...this weekend, i remembered how to have fun. it felt so good just to get away from everything and everyone in virginia. my life here has been in a constant downward spiral punctuated occasionally by some sort of upwards movement that always just fizzles out and dies. i get a huge raise at work, but now i get stressed out from the responsiblity. but the hardest blow i've taken by far was losing my girlfriend and best friend. and what made it worse was knowing that she doesn't want anything to do with me, because all i did the entire year and one half of our relationship was "hold her back". she needs to "experience life." but wait, i'm sorry...there were "some good times" in the whole relationship.
thanks, what a comfort sweetheart.
if we could vote on a phrase to remove from the american vernacular it would be, "i need to experience life." it's such a total bullshit cop out.
but like i said, this weekend cleared my head (for the most part) and my heart (for the most part). you know, all that shit that mattered so much before i left, is well...shit. i spent an amazing weekend with someone i've know for what seems like forever and everything was right. it just all felt right. i wake up and look at the person lying next to me and it just feels right. it was just such a good feeling, i can't even remember the last time i felt that way. honestly.
i just know that tonight, my bed will be lonely with out you.
and tomorrow, my hand will be lonely without yours.
thanks, what a comfort sweetheart.
if we could vote on a phrase to remove from the american vernacular it would be, "i need to experience life." it's such a total bullshit cop out.
but like i said, this weekend cleared my head (for the most part) and my heart (for the most part). you know, all that shit that mattered so much before i left, is well...shit. i spent an amazing weekend with someone i've know for what seems like forever and everything was right. it just all felt right. i wake up and look at the person lying next to me and it just feels right. it was just such a good feeling, i can't even remember the last time i felt that way. honestly.
i just know that tonight, my bed will be lonely with out you.
and tomorrow, my hand will be lonely without yours.