shawingo
Your days have been kind to me. Has mine, you? I hope so.
I worked tonight for the fiiirrrsst time since I left for school ! And it was surprisingly great!!! I made 130 bucks in tips. WTF!?! YAY FOR WORKING! I was really dreading going back though. Lastnight when I was out, whenever a thought would come into my head that I had to work, I got really upset instantly and was considering quitting because of how shitty I was feeling when i thought of it.. but then i went and it was worth it!! I recieved strange complements on my boobies. haha. boobies.
Lastnight there was a show in my home town !!! Port Dover. It was fun. Saw a lot of friendly faces. Saw tons of old friends that I used to know from high school. It was strange, but nice. Oh that ackwardness though. WHY do you think old friends who haven't talked in a while should be socially ackward with one another?! .. just because you have nothing to say to them and you feel you should have something to say since you were such good friends in the past!!?!! Im not sure. Maybe im just weird.
I realized I've been around really drunk people in the past few nights. The realization of how stupid being drunk makes you, has hit me from these experiences.. luckily not my own. Tonight there were incredibly drunk old men at my work.. I wondered why they got so drunk. To have fun? Or cuz they're upset that they're old? Not sure really. Usually if they're drunk enough, they'll tell me their problems and I'll figure it out. Oh yes. hehe!
Later on when I went to the fp, a friend of mine, close friend, was incredibly wasted. out of his mind! Not loud, just breathing heavily and barely being able to stand. It made me sad.. I just stood there, infront of him, staring. I didn't know what to do.
I miss Mike. I like the moon.
I am going to start going to the gym tomorrow with a gal from work. So thats pretty rad.
Is tomorrow May 1st? WAIT... is it may 1st right now?
I had a nice time tonight. Seeing peeps. Things seem to get weirder, but I just realized there are certain people I can talk to, and others I can't. The ones I can talk to, are the ones I hold dear to me :) .. cheese ball right here.
Living eh?
Think about how weird it is that you can breath, and are sitting at ur computer. A computer that human kind has created. F'ED.
I drove back from brantford listening to the Moon and Antarctica cd tonight and it made the drive quite pleasant.
Im excited to make a fort on Thursday in the apartment.. or we'll make it downstairs in the fp. shit yo. fun! RODEO love you!
i think its time for bed.
Yep, seems that time.
night-o!
I worked tonight for the fiiirrrsst time since I left for school ! And it was surprisingly great!!! I made 130 bucks in tips. WTF!?! YAY FOR WORKING! I was really dreading going back though. Lastnight when I was out, whenever a thought would come into my head that I had to work, I got really upset instantly and was considering quitting because of how shitty I was feeling when i thought of it.. but then i went and it was worth it!! I recieved strange complements on my boobies. haha. boobies.
Lastnight there was a show in my home town !!! Port Dover. It was fun. Saw a lot of friendly faces. Saw tons of old friends that I used to know from high school. It was strange, but nice. Oh that ackwardness though. WHY do you think old friends who haven't talked in a while should be socially ackward with one another?! .. just because you have nothing to say to them and you feel you should have something to say since you were such good friends in the past!!?!! Im not sure. Maybe im just weird.
I realized I've been around really drunk people in the past few nights. The realization of how stupid being drunk makes you, has hit me from these experiences.. luckily not my own. Tonight there were incredibly drunk old men at my work.. I wondered why they got so drunk. To have fun? Or cuz they're upset that they're old? Not sure really. Usually if they're drunk enough, they'll tell me their problems and I'll figure it out. Oh yes. hehe!
Later on when I went to the fp, a friend of mine, close friend, was incredibly wasted. out of his mind! Not loud, just breathing heavily and barely being able to stand. It made me sad.. I just stood there, infront of him, staring. I didn't know what to do.
I miss Mike. I like the moon.
I am going to start going to the gym tomorrow with a gal from work. So thats pretty rad.
Is tomorrow May 1st? WAIT... is it may 1st right now?
I had a nice time tonight. Seeing peeps. Things seem to get weirder, but I just realized there are certain people I can talk to, and others I can't. The ones I can talk to, are the ones I hold dear to me :) .. cheese ball right here.
Living eh?
Think about how weird it is that you can breath, and are sitting at ur computer. A computer that human kind has created. F'ED.
I drove back from brantford listening to the Moon and Antarctica cd tonight and it made the drive quite pleasant.
Im excited to make a fort on Thursday in the apartment.. or we'll make it downstairs in the fp. shit yo. fun! RODEO love you!
i think its time for bed.
Yep, seems that time.
night-o!