Jul 22, 2004 18:30
In order to understand anything that this entry is talking about you need to read my last entry where I wrote a little something from my real journal.
Let me share this great burden. I care for each and every one of you. Sometimes I may not say the right things and sometimes I may not do the right things.....but I still care about you all. I care about your soul and where you will be going after life on Earth.
For some of you, Christianity might be an easy thing to accept. But I know that there are some of you who will be much harder to help.
At night I pray for you all. I cry for you all. As I cry, sadness and madness rushes through me. These are not the kind of tears you're used to. These are tears of love. I'm not afraid to use the word love. I love each and everyone of you.
I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I share Jesus with you and what's the worst that could happen? You talk about me. You make fun of me. My image will be ridiculed. But when when it all comes down to it, when it all hits the fan, at least I tryed. I cannot sit around and let embarassment or laziness get in the way of God's plan for me.
Specifically I want to direct something for you, Roxanne. I love you. I care for you. I might do the wrong things at times.....but you need to know that deep down I truly do love you. More importantly God loves you. And God cares for you. I know A LITTLE bit about you and who you are. You personally have wrote in your journal that you aren't happy with life. I know you are Catholic or at least your family is Catholic. Please take time to think about life. There's so much more than this temporary life on Earth. Jesus died for your sins and through him you are given the oppurtunity of everlasting life.
Ask yourself these questions......
1.)Do you believe in God?
2.)Have you ever sinned? Have you stole? Have you hated? Have you lied?
3.)In the bible it says, "Those who disobey the 10 commandments will lie in the lake of fire." (referring to hell). If you said yes to any of the questions on #2.....then you would be guilty.
4.) If God was to judge you based upon the 10 commandments, would you be innocent or guilty?
And would you go to heaven or hell?
All I want you to do is think about these questions. Everybody is a sinner. Everybody has disobeyed the 10 commandments. We are all guilty. But there is still a way. Through Jesus Christ, we are given a second chance and a second life. I am worried about where you will be going after life and you should be worried too.
What I just stated was meant for everybody, but specifically you Roxanne. Cuz I really do feel for you and I really do care for you. I have and will continue to pray for you.
Good night to all and once again what a shocker when it comes to the deep thoughts that are running through Andy's head.
The Andy
PS-So I guess I've done it haven't I? People might laugh at me. People might make fun of me? But I've got what I need in God.